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Age: 22 Sign: Pisces
State: Shanghai Country: CN
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August 18, 2007 - Saturday
HMHM 's DreamLAn:D
Current mood: excited
Category: Travel and Places
If only I could be brave enough to maintain a fabulous lifestyle ...
This is the BURNING MAN FESTIVAL in the U.S . During this 8days , people all over the world come together , live in the theme camp in the desert where they are offered only " ice and coffee" . There are no rules about how men must behave or express theirselves at this event . The only thing they should do is buning a wooden man , 12 metres in height !
I can't even choose a Category for this one . Caz I think the disappointed mood resulted from a lot of failures. Failure in art and photography , in friends , in grade , in communication , in expression , in organization , in everything I'm doing !
You see , this time I failed to find someone to express my emotion , so I complained to de machine who can't answer me .
I CAN DO NOTHING !
I CAN'T MAKE A DECIDITION !
I CAN'T WALK ALONE !
I CAN'T BE ACTIVE LIKE I USED TO !
I CAN'T CONQUER MY FEAR !
I CAN'T GET MY GRADES HIGHER !
I CAN'T CHANGE MY STYLE !
I CAN'T LOSE WEIGHT !
I CAN'T REACH THE GOAL !
I CAN'T DO ANYTHING AS I PLANNED TO !
I CAN'T GET OVER SOMEONE EVEN DON'T KNOW WHO I AM !
I CAN'T HAVE WHAT I OWNED BEFORE !
I CAN'T STICK TO ANYTHING !
I CAN'T CRY THOUGH I WISHED I COULD !
The only thing I can do is being a failure .
I don't want anyone to ask me what happened , tell me what to do or confort me with some useless words .
I do need an answer , but that won't come from whoever knows a little about me .
hmhm may have many spelling mistakes in this blog , but just like these pessimistic thoughts , they came from true hmhm.
Off 2 Create a FAIRY TALE
Current mood: cheerful
Category: Travel and Places
After several weeks HARD working, staying up workin with de computer all night once every week, I found myself seriously sleepy .Well, that's the end of my nightmare. A NEW DAY HAS COME!! Ill go 2 another country to begin my new life,wakakaka...
GERMANY
to the world famous event : KASSEL DOCUMENT!
AI WEIWEI , a CHINESE MODERN ARTIST ,presented his art work "FAIRY TALE" to the document_ Takin 1001 CHINESES to GERMANY, sounds like a fairy tale, but it happened.
Thanx to my awesome teacher , another famous modern artist, DING YI ,I got the chance to create a fairy tale of my own! Im about doin sth CRAZY n SPECIAL in de story B-)
we'll set off on JUN,19th and be back 6 days later. It isn't a long time travel, but it's good enough to me. sth beautiful, sth special, sth impressive...I can get these all.
This is the first one.ha ha ,umm...say sth about my school life .
i met some awesome teachers these days. they all perfect doin in their career(they just come here to give us a lecture).they r not good-lookin guys,but really attractive,young but full of experience.and their feelings of life really made me think a lot.
i always feel lost about my insignificant to those awesome ones.but now,i just wanna stop this comparison and improve myself,in a clam attitude.
excited
silly
cheerful
busy